IhateYOU3000

is it not obvious that a fool as me has loved YOU for long? i've told our circle of friends about how i feel FOR YOU deeply, i've told tina, rya, kristy, julianne, peloton, etc. ALOT OF PEOPLE that YOU know and have connection of, KNOWS. I don't believe that you haven't connected the dots PROPERLY. It's not khav, not rya , it's YOU.

I hate how you're playing blind, or you're actually not caring a single thing about how i felt, i don't blame you po since you live in your own little and amazing world, WITH your baby.

but i hate YOU, yes with your favorite color zoe:)

It wasn’t loud, it wasn’t sudden… it just stayed.

Somewhere along the way, YOU became someone I think about more than I expected.

The world feels slightly out of focus whenever YOU aren't in the room to sharpen it, funny as it sounds I find myself looking for your face in every crowd, even when I know YOU aren't there, when i see YOU? the world just explodes with your aura, YOU immediately fill the room with your bright soul. YOU are the 'something' I’m thinking about when I’m smiling at nothing:( I didn't realize how quiet my mind was until YOU gave it something beautiful to echo, your cute and mahin hin voice:) cringe as it may seem, the hours we spend apart feel like the "before" I’m always just looking forward to the "next"

every song I hear since I knew that I loved YOU seems to have your name hidden between the lyrics, I find myself dwelling toward the things YOU love, just to feel a little closer to your hobbies and the things YOU love. i watched girl, boy, bakla tomboy because YOU loved it soo much :) just to get all your references "girlie"

I like YOU, Dairyn. Genuinely. I LOVE YOU, genuinely.

for proper confession (not this aggressive one, the one i prepared since first sem:)), and with your consent to continue my unnecessary confession, just message our ig chat with two blue hearts:) forgive me for being selfish. but just this once, let me be selfish please.

and yes, i made this just now, since when i arrived home ganiha, crying while i made it because of how YOU said to confess, risk before it's too late, it pierced through, like a gun. :)